Ana Botín27:00
Well, I've had several, like almost everybody. It doesn't matter who you are, where you come from. The one that probably most changed who I am—not the only one, I have a couple of others—but back in 1999, we announced a big merger. It was January, really the euro had just begun, and we announced a big merger in Spain. It was actually an acquisition, but at the time we explained it as a merger. It was a bank that was actually the same size as us, and at the time I was actually co-CEO of Santander. I had 50,000 people working for me. I was really running almost the whole bank, and it was not an easy time. Because the CEO—even though I was co-CEO—I was going to be the CEO of the other bank. To make a long story short, there was a very long, probably 20-page newspaper article, and I was on the cover of this very widely read publication. This created a big problem for the other bank. And so on a Sunday, I was in the countryside, I have a house next to my father, and he calls me and says, 'Ana, you know, you have to leave the bank.' And I said, 'What do you mean?' He said, 'Yeah, you need to leave because otherwise there's no merger.' So basically from one day to the next—I had been working first at J.P. Morgan for eight or nine years, but then ten years at Santander—I was basically asked to leave. Very politely, but it was not just the fact of being asked to leave as an executive, it was also the way it was done. And I always say—and to me the big lesson was—when all of us have had to make these kind of decisions with people, the way he did it was very, very hard. I had actually lost a child a few years before, so I said, 'So what do I do now?' And he said, 'Well, go and have more children.' So it was a very, very tough moment, and the way it was done was really hard. What I did next was I set up a small company, actually a tech advisory for banks—I helped banks set up their internet banks. I set up two foundations: one for SMEs in Mexico, actually with the Inter-American Development Bank, and another on higher education universities, which is still the reference in Spain, on their private equity fund. So I was very busy for a few years. All I can say is that you have to reinvent yourself so many times during your life. And I think moments like that—I was very lucky, I was in a very privileged position because I'd been around already, working for a long time, so I could actually have the option of doing all these things. But it was a very difficult time. And by the way, I probably would not be as passionate as I am about inclusion and SMEs if I had not been on the other side, if I had not been an entrepreneur myself for a few years. Running a small company is very difficult. When I came back to Santander—I was asked to come back three years later by my father, that's another story how he did it. I was being economically very successful, having a great time, and then he says, come and run Santander. But really what I learned was, there's always things you can do. And very importantly, the importance of banks and how, when I was running my own small company, banks can really have a very positive impact or not. And really helping small businesses is something which I learned during those years. So that's really probably the hardest time that I had.