The body is classical information. The mind is quantum information. And the spirit is meaning. The meaning of quantum information. Every one of us has to find out who he is by an experience of who he is. Not by reading a book and repeating what — that's what AI does.
Yeah. Yeah. Once you decide that you're going to find out, the world will present you the next step to do.
I had the honor of once again meeting physicist and inventor of the first microprocessor, Federico Faggin, whose life mission it has become to understand consciousness and the meaning of life.
And all of a sudden, out of the chest, just, you know, just energy was coming out of my chest. But it was love, and it was love that was never felt before. It was love that was coming from me.
After our previous video with Federico, your heartfelt comments just kept pouring in. Thank you so much for this, because together you told the YouTube algorithms that the world needs to hear Federico's message of oneness. Everything is interconnected. Life starts with one. It doesn't start with a cell.
I'm just an average tall Dutch guy fascinated by consciousness. But next to me is the real giant we would be interviewing again. In this video, we will recap the basics of Federico's quantum theory of consciousness, explain them in more detail, and he will share new ideas with us from his upcoming book.
Quantum physics is actually pointing to the mind of the universe. In fact, a good way to think of this is the color wheel. You know the color wheel, okay? Red, green, and blue, right? So if red is the body, green is the mind, and blue is the spirit, they have overlap regions. Each field is observer, observed, and agent. So there has to be an overlap between spirit and body. Woo! What is there?
The permanent memory of the experience of the self-knowing of one, space, time, and matter.
Welcome at the Essentia Foundation's YouTube channel. We are sitting here in Barcelona, where the Science of Consciousness conference is held, and we have the honor of sitting down again with Silicon Hero Federico Faggin. Federico, a very warm welcome.
Thank you. It's a pleasure to be here.
Pleasure is mine. And I really wanted to start by thanking you. Our previous video had an amazing amount of views thanks to your energy, your wisdom. Like, the video is over two million views right now. 8,000 people have commented. So I'm just here to thank you for that and super thrilled to go deeper and answer questions from our audience. So thanks.
It's a pleasure. I mean, I'm here for going deeper.
Yeah, we will. I think it's nice to give our audience a sort of recap. And a way I thought in doing so is just by making us aware of the fact that being able to sit down with you here doing this interview is thanks to your technology. I mean, the photons that hit the sensors of these cameras, they will encounter silicon gate technology in these machines, right? And the electrons are then sort of put together in our computers to make videos, and they will come in YouTube using algorithms based on neural nets — again, technology you pioneered in. And people will have clicked on this video probably using touchpad, again, technology you helped pioneering. So that's all that — so that's just amazing, and it could only be done with your sort of scientific, hardcore scientific mindset. But we are here now to dive deeper in what's at the beginning of that chain I just described: you sitting there, me sitting here, people watching at home. So the question I want to open with: who are we truly? Federico, you, me, people watching — who are we fundamentally?
We are not the body. We exist in a reality deeper than the space-time, matter, energy that scientism believes to be all there is. And that here is the real collision of beliefs that needs to be resolved. So we are not the body. We are beings that exist in a deeper reality where consciousness, free will exist. We control the body. The body is an instrument that we use to have an experience in this reality, which is by and large made up. It is made up by the information that hits our senses, transformed by our body and perceived by the conscious field that we are. We are a field. We are not a finished, bounded entity.
And I think so many people — what resonated with people, they sense, they intuit, sort of a deep truth here. And now you have a theory that describes it. And also a lot of people do wonder: if so, why am I so — why do I feel so isolated or separated? Why do I have such a strong sense of me being an ego in space-time, and how can I experience what you are describing here? What's your answer to that?
Well, first of all, we are here to have an experience in order to know ourselves. But when I say to know ourselves, I don't mean to know ourselves as a body. If we believe to be the body, that's the first delusion, is to believe that we are the body. So then if we think we are the body, well then we start with the wrong foot. So we have to understand that we are a field. This field wants to experience aspects of itself. No, understand aspects of itself that in this reality will actually be accentuated by the fact that the body will be almost organized in such a way that it will manifest those aspects that the self that we are, the larger, vaster self that we are, wishes to understand. And so we, in a sense, are representative in this reality of the vaster self that we are. And the portion of us that believe to be the body is the ego, and the ego believing to be the body, you know, behaves like the body, and the body is conditioned to manifest what the vaster self wants to understand of itself.
Is that ego bit still part of that vaster consciousness? Is that also sort of in the, say, sort of the conscious field?
Of course it is part of the — the 'sai' is the name that I use for a quantum field that has also consciousness and free will. I have to use a different name because the quantum field does not have any consciousness or any free will according to scientism or, so, generally science today. So we have to use a different name. Yeah. And the fact that it is conscious and has free will, 'sai' is the proper name.
Yeah. Okay. 'Sai', but I think that we will definitely get also in this conversation again to sort of how you look on the quantum. But I think once you make those steps which we outlined in our previous conversations, which your postulates — like, one is holistic, one wants to know itself, and it starts knowing itself by communicating two parts of itself, and that process of communicating is our space-time reality. Right? We're living in a sort of consciousness speaking, writing to itself, right? That's the way to understand it.
Yeah. Yeah. One — the totality of what exists knows itself through our own knowing ourselves, which requires communicating with each other because we are parts-whole of one. In other words, we are parts that contain the whole. The reality is holographic, in other words, and holographic means that the whole is contained in the part. I notice often that the cells of our body are built the same way. Each cell has the genome of the egg that created the entire organism. So each cell has the blueprints of the entire organism. So look at that — even the body, which is a perishable thing, perishable construction, has the same holographic properties and organization.
And for people to understand your sort of cosmology, right? So let's — if you're okay with that, let's start with the very, very beginning. So the classical story we know is sort of the Big Bang story. So we have the Big Bang, we have the formation of stars, then we have chemistry, and chemistry somehow — that's sort of a first miracle, you could say — leads to biology. No one truly understands how. And then biology leads somehow to consciousness also. Again, no one truly understands how. But that's sort of the story we all grew up with. So people will know that story. Then come you — you turn it around because it's not — consciousness is not the end of genius. It starts with consciousness. Okay. All good. So that's a nice, nice picture. But then you do also have a lot to explain, right? As how from being one conscious field do we get to sort of this here? I mean, that's just — it's also a crazy story in a sense, but please explain your sort of line of reasoning there.
Yeah. Well, you know, scientism is materialist and reductionist. So scientism starts with the idea that there are separate aspects, separate parts — you know, atoms, molecules, particles, they're separate. And so they're trying to understand the universe combining aspects, particles, atoms, and molecules, as if you could express and understand the whole using parts that are separated when their nature is not to be separated. This is what quantum physics — the quantum field theory — have shown: that the foundational aspect of reality are the quantum fields of particles. So already quantum physics is saying everything is interconnected, and the interconnection comes from what is called quantum entanglement. The entanglement is that the aspects of the — you know, the states of the fields when they interact, they create properties in common that connects them independent of the distance. And therefore you have properties here that says that non-locality is the way the universe is built, where the whole idea of science up until, you know, the understanding that there is entanglement was that there is locality. In other words, properties and actions can only occur if you have interactions which are at the vicinity of where the — you know, or where the species are, or where the atoms or molecules or particles are. But in this case there is what appears to be action at a distance, instantaneous action at a distance, which is incomprehensible with the way in which we understand, you know, the world. And now has been proven — the last experiment that proved, you know, without any doubt that this must be so was done in 2014. So here we have — we are, you know, we have in front of us a reality that says everything is interconnected. There are no parts, no separable parts. You cannot start with separable parts, then you have to start with the whole, and if you start from the whole you have to explain then why the parts come out of the whole. This is a complete reversal from the way science — science in the beginning now becomes scientism, a belief system, you know, a dogma that says that the world has to be built this other way. No, in fact probably a hundred top physicists today want to start from the whole and derive the parts because they have understood that trying to go the other way gives, you know, leaves you empty-handed. Yeah. In fact, you know, string theory, which tried to explain reality from the parts, which are strings that vibrate, did not succeed. And you know, it took about 80 years of hard work. At one point 90% of the, you know, the physicists, the theoretical physicists, were working on string theory. They didn't get anywhere. So that's telling you that no, we have to start with the whole. Wow, that's difficult because the whole, not being able to be separated into parts, brings into question even the nature of mathematics, because the nature of mathematics — mathematics starts with parts, the sets, the sets that define that, you know, this element is either in the set or outside the set, you have to find true and false. But if everything is interconnected, what is true and what is false? You see, you know, there may be areas where there are both true and false. For example, look at the color. Let's take the color red and the color orange. Do you — is there a boundary between the two? Can you define a boundary that says from this side of the boundary is red, the other side of the boundary is orange? Is that possible? No. There is a region where you can say is both orange and red, or is neither orange or red. This is reality. This is the deeper reality is made that way. It is in our face. The colors, which are qualia, are that type of reality.
I love what you're saying in that sort of — I think it's nice for people to dive as we now are in the quantum and discussing the oneness and interconnectedness. It makes me think about sort of John Wheeler who came up with that participatory universe, right? And we have the Big Bang and we have the conscious observer, and he sensed that both are connected in a way we don't understand yet, and it's participatory. So — and basically you're — when you say sort of the red and the orange, if we — sorry. Yeah. Red and orange. If you would say red and orange, in that — where is it red? Where is it orange? Where's the observer and an objective outside world? Subject-object divide. Where do you point it? And then the question becomes: if you — that dualistic picture is naive. He knew that. I mean, and quantum physicists now know that subject-object divide is arbitrary. Where to put the cut? And then we have to pick, right? Then we're in this position: are you staying, putting your bets on objective world, matter, and then saying somehow dualistic, need to arrive at sort of that subject, or you put your bets on subjective experience, and you clearly are on that side, say, okay, that's consciousness first, and I get that. But for people who find that hard to do, just grew up — but, but, but, Federico, it's matter, I just have a body, it's a material universe, how can you say it starts with consciousness? What's your most simple reply to them to make that leap?
How can you get consciousness from matter that doesn't have any consciousness? Ah, how can something — how can more come from less? You have to start there because you cannot explain how matter can know itself. You know, if it is matter, it shouldn't be conscious, and it is defined as non-conscious. So how can you get consciousness out of something that doesn't have it? Even worse, free will. How can you get free will from a world that is supposed to be deterministic? You know, objects in space and time are deterministic. And in quantum physics, quantum physics does not describe the motion of objects in space and time. The state of a field has nothing to do with — it doesn't describe reality. It describes all the possibilities that you could possibly measure of something, but with their probabilities. So it only can tell you what is possible to know about reality. That's not — what is possible to know about reality is not reality, because reality is what actually is shareable, right? Is, you know, we can all see the same thing. No, quantum physics — in fact, quantum physics is actually pointing to the mind of the universe, to a quantum computer of the universe that makes predictions about what might happen. But what will happen is based on free will decisions on the fields which are the components of this reality.
Einstein said like, God doesn't play dice, right? And he pointed to sort of — he couldn't live with that idea at this random. So he — I guess I thought about that in preparing this interview, thinking, linking this to Einstein, because you would agree it is not playing dice, it's free will, it's a decision.
That's right. Yeah. Yeah. You know, Einstein, because he believed in determinism, couldn't make that leap. And saying — and say, no, no, you know, the fact that quantum physics only gives us probability of all the — of whatever might happen, but it doesn't tell you what will happen. And so — and there is a known — there is a postulate that is essentially that says that from the probability to what the actuality — many probabilities to one actuality, what actually manifests in space and time. Nobody knows how that process works.
No, single particles we do not know. Right.
It's called collapse of the wave function. Yeah. Okay. And nobody has an explanation for that. We know that it is random and it is non-algorithmic. So all of a sudden, what can be random and non-algorithmic? A free will decision. A — or the field that you observe, not of the observer. See, in the past there was this theory that the observer may collapse the wave function. Yeah, this is not what this theory is saying. What I'm talking about is the field that you observe, but in fact the field that interacts and plays the role of an observer, because each field is observer, observed, and agent — all three, every field plays all these three roles. Because there are only fields that interact with each other.
Yeah. So this — yeah, yeah, this. But here we definitely need to sort of pause and explain because this is again your sort of — I call it like your cosmology, but it would be like the conscious field starting to — in starting to wanting to know itself, so to speak. I'm trying to understand this. It starts communicating, and you say that you need symbols to communicate. You need symbols, and you need to agree on those symbols, otherwise you cannot talk. So that would be like consciousness reflecting on itself, and it would be the first — what Bernardo would call dissociation. I'm curious how you though reflect on that process, how we get from one to that first divide of it looking upon itself. It would need a symbol to communicate. And those symbols have to look like something, and they are sort of physical reality. But at a certain moment that physical reality had sort of special features — life, right? Because stars is all that's physical, but then we had the magical moment where somehow it started to be able to recreate itself, like recreating symbols that sort of — I write down, and then all of a sudden those symbols start doing stuff, like, wow, and I created that. And then — but correct me if I'm wrong — I find a way to incarnate in that, like, wow, can I enter that? Like, I built this. In your image — in our previous conversation we had the metaphor of the drone, right? You said the drone metaphor. Okay, I create this drone, and I created the space where a drone flies, and then I all of a sudden notice, hey, wait a minute, there's a way for me to communicate in a drone. Hey, how cool would it be if I'm in that drone? That's amazing. And then the story gets — and there we get lost, right? Then we got — but is this a way to get it? I thought sort of how to get my head around it based on a previous conversation.
Yeah. So let's start with a principle. Okay. We have to start with the whole, with one. We cannot start with the parts. The parts are emanation of one. Now there are parts because we experience parts. Even quantum theory says there are quantum fields, and those are considered separate, though they interact with each other, and when they interact they entangle, so they're not really separate because that entanglement remains independent of space and time. So — so yeah, so even that is not right. Okay. But this preconceived idea that we had to start with parts and that everything is material is always — is always, you know, weighing heavily on us as we try to figure out what's going on. So we had to get rid of that for a second. So let's think that one, which is defined as the totality of what exists, has three properties: is dynamic, holistic, and wants to know itself. Dynamic and holistic is what quantum physics is already saying — the — you know, all that exists is never the same instant after instant, keeps on changing, changes all the time, and everybody agrees with that. And is holistic, everything is interconnected, is not made of separable parts. This is what entanglement has shown: the world is like this. I have added 'and wants to know itself'. Why am I doing that? Because the evidence is that consciousness and free will, which are the aspects of wanting and the aspect of knowing itself — because for one to know itself it must be conscious, it must experience itself, and in that experience know itself — must be fundamental, because they cannot be explained with something that doesn't have those properties. Matter without consciousness and without free will cannot create consciousness and free will, period. Lots of people have tried to figure it out. Myself tried to figure out how to make a robot that was conscious. I couldn't do it. There is no way that you can transform electrical signals, biochemical signals, any kind of signal, any kind of information into conscious — you know, consciousness and free will. There is no way. So you got to start there. So if you start there, now all of a sudden — and by the way, if you start there, when you say one — one also has — since one wants to know itself, where does it come — the self-knowing, where is the self-knowing of one coming from? It cannot come from nothing. Well, it's coming from a potentiality, a potentiality, some possibilities. That potentiality is actually the best fit for explaining the quantum vacuum, because in physics, quantum physics, there is the quantum vacuum, which is what is left when you take all the fields out of reality, and there is a quantum vacuum that has an inner energy with a density which is astronomical, is incredible how much energy there is in what's supposed to be vacuum. Crazy. And this vacuum is kind of boiling up and is creating forms, you know, but they are not forms, they are kind of chaotic things, they appear, disappear, and you know, and they call, you know, foam. But you know, this stuff is what is there before there is anything, before there is form, there is this quantum vacuum. So that's the potential of one.
That's new. This is not in — this is a little, you know, a little further, you know, into — you know, into connection between, you know, physics and spirituality, right? So now the first time that one knows itself — because there has to be a first time where one knows itself.
Yeah. At least in the narrative. Okay. Because there may — but you know, the question is, what is time? We had to figure out what is time. Okay. So let's not — let's not go too far. Let's start from, you know, from the first time that one knows itself. What happens? It brings — one brings into existence what it knows. So knowing and existing are two faces of the same coin. So now knowing — we now understand what knowing is. Knowing is an experience. That's me. One says, that's me. It knows itself. It brings into — at the same time that it knows itself, it brings it into existence. Okay. And it must be a part-whole of itself. Why? It's not made of parts. One is not made of parts. It cannot see itself just a little bit. It's got to see itself completely in the direction in which it looks at itself. What is direction? The direction is the identity of what it brings into existence. That's the identity of the sai. It brings into existence a sai. A part of itself that now, being a part, must want to know itself. That part wants to know itself just like one wants to know itself. And it can create other parts out of itself. Just exactly like a cell that duplicates. That's exactly what I was wanting to say.
That's why life starts with one. It doesn't start with a cell.
I had that image of one, and I was wanting to say to you, that's the true Big Bang. That moment of self.
Yeah. The Big Bang is the moment where you go from nothing, nothing, the quantum vacuum, the potential existence, to — you know, one knows itself. But like a full — Federico, would it be like a full self-knowledge, like a full part-whole, like a full copy of itself, so to speak?
Well, it contains the totality of itself, but within that direction which has known itself. Yeah, exactly. That perspective on itself — perspective like a snapshot of itself. Next time, next time around, it sees itself in another perspective. It brings into existence another part-whole of itself.
Okay. Then we have those part-wholes.
That's how part-wholes are created. They are just like cells. They're cells out of a — you know, of the egg being one is the egg that creates another cell, another part. Just like life, man. Same way.
Yeah. For people who think this is crazy stuff — I mean, the other story —
That's crazy stuff, to think that life comes from nothing.
Yeah, exactly. The other story is crazy as well. The other story is just as crazy to start saying that we need to build up stuff. It's called the combination problem. And it's a very profound philosophical problem, practical problem. It's a problem psychism has. And this is sort of the decomposition problem: how we get from one to those separate parts. And I do think in a sense nature is giving us more metaphorical images that we can relate to that are in favor of that, that we see splitting off.
But it explains, for example, why life has to occur, because, you know, and it starts from the concept of self-knowing, knowing which is foundational. Even science is about knowing, for Christ's sake. It's not about something else. It's about knowing. And then we have very — so then the knower, the that which knows. So that's that part-whole that, say, that now can also know — start knowing, right? Of course she knows itself — that sai knows itself with that identity, with that point of view. It's like a — you know, it's like a — you know, the sai becomes conditioned to observe reality with that same point of view with which one knew itself when he created this.
Yeah. And then that which is known. So the knowing bit starts knowing itself has to — because I'm hinting at where sort of we get to physical reality. How we get to information, what you call sort of information and physical — sort of life, information and the physical, how we get there.
Yeah. Anything that a sai knows for the first time brings into existence the same way that one brought into existence. You know, the sai when he knew itself that way. Same way. In other words, any new knowing is a creation, is not a combination of stuff, is a new creation.
That's where creation comes from. Yeah. And sort of physics — the metaphor physics gives us is the collapse of the wave function. Because that's potentiality, and when we want to gain knowledge we have to collapse, and then we have a particle.
Yeah. But that is — you see, the crucial thing is that knowing is about meaning. It's not about symbols. So far I haven't even mentioned symbols. The symbols are what are needed for the — for the satis to communicate with each other. Why? Because what they feel, their own experience and their own knowing, cannot be duplicated. Exactly. The property of quantum fields: the state, the quantum state of a field cannot be reproduced. Now you see the connection of what I'm talking about with quantum physics explaining why it has to be that way. Because the self-knowing — that's a property of consciousness. It's not a property of information. The information of a computer can be copied as many times as you want. But the love that I feel for my son, I cannot even give it to him. I'm the only one to know that love. How do I know it? By feeling it, by experiencing it, by qualia. But qualia are the bringers of meaning. What I really care about that feeling is what does it mean? And the meaning — so the meaning of information, or quantum information in this case, is the essence of the spiritual aspects of reality, of who we are. So there is body, mind, and spirit. The body is classical information. The mind is quantum information. And the spirit is meaning, the meaning of quantum information.
That's beautiful. This is also new.
I'm somewhat myself sort of find it hard to distinguish between mind and spirit, right? Where exactly — where's that boundary? And also in sort of how we can experience that boundary — ah, this is the mind, Federico. Oh no, this is my spirit talking. How's that? Where's that boundary?
But the way to understand is, you know, every sai, and of course one itself, when it creates, when it knows itself, it knows itself in these three ways. So body, mind, and spirit cannot be separated. Remember, just like the colors — in fact, a good way to think of this is the color wheel. You know the color wheel. Okay, red, green, and blue. Right? So if red is the body, green is the mind, and blue is the spirit, they have overlap regions. There is no single distinct boundary between red and green. There is an overlap. What is that overlap? What does it represent? That represents what I've called live information — quantum and classical information. The information that describes life, biological life, which is not classical information. You need that kind of new type of information. It is the overlap between body and mind. What is it? The overlap between mind and spirit — that's qualia. Qualia, the quantum state, the quantum states that become experience in the consciousness of the entity, which is this aspect, the spiritual aspect that has consciousness, free will, and identity. It's in the spirit. It's not in the mind. It's not in the body. Ooh, what is the overlap between — and this is the new thing, because normally we think of spirit, mind, and body in linear fashion. Yeah. No, in this way it's a circle. So there has to be an overlap between spirit and body. What is there?
The permanent memory of the experience of the self-knowing of one, space, time, and matter. Permanent matter, because the memory must be permanent. Remember that I said that in the previous conversation that we had, that the quantum state keeps on changing. So you need to put — if you need to remember the quantum state, you need to put that whatever happens, you know, your experience in the quantum state must be put into symbols, into permanent symbols, so that you can recall your experience. You need memory because the experience only lasts in a very short period of time in the present, and in the present you must put into memory what you experience. And so there is no past. What you experience becomes permanent memory. So there is no past — you experience in the present. In the present you got to put in memory your experience. So you put into — you transform what you think of time into matter, permanent matter, which is what gives you the memory of what you just experienced. Also in that same present, you want to predict what might happen in the future. Right? That's what the mind does. That's what the quantum computer, which is mind, does for you. It can make you — it can give you probabilities of what might happen in the future. But what might happen in the future is exactly what you need to decide to express, or the satis need to decide to express. So all of a sudden — and that happens also in the present. So in the present you have the memory of the past experience and the prediction of the future, and also in the present you make the decision of what to manifest. What you manifest then becomes the new body.
Because it has to be — it has to be in the — it has to be in the, you know, sharable. That's like the display of the system. The display, which is where we all exist, you know, where all physical things exist in a sort of a display of reality, which is the body. But there is also behind that body there is a computer, and the computer is a quantum computer, which is what I call mind. And it goes beyond that, and that's what most people don't — some people got that you need body and mind, but they didn't get the spirit, the meaning of the experience. So what do you put into — you cannot copy the state of the field, or you know, you cannot do that, but you can put into symbol the meaning of that experience. The meaning of the state that you experience, the qualia that you experience, that you can put into symbols.
I'm trying to bring it back to exactly how I'm sitting here with you. I mean, the overlap — talking physical body, are we talking physical — my physical body here? So the spirit-body overlap manifests itself right here then, right?
Yeah. It manifests in this sharable — this is sharable reality. Think of, you know, space, time, and matter, you know, and matter-energy as the classical display of a quantum computer. And a memory display it gives us all states. It's a memory. But then the interpretation of the bits that exist in that display is in our consciousness. It's in consciousness. It's not in space and time.
Is again consciousness. But then the reality as we perceive it is this big library of experience states of consciousness. It's a library of content of consciousness. Would that be a way to put it? The — you know, our experience, right, our experience, the meaning of our past experience is also something accessible only by my consciousness, is not in space and time.
No, that is in some — but it is in some kind of space-time matter, but it's not the kind of space-time matter that we normally think about. Yeah. For example, right now the only hypothesis that I have for the matter that will represent permanent memory of the experience will be dark matter, because dark matter doesn't interact with real matter or energy. They — it's just something we just discovered — 50 years ago we discovered that we have to have dark matter, which is a lot more percentage-wise than the matter that we knew. Yeah. Okay. So dark matter could be a candidate for structures that are permanent and represent the memory of the experience of the satis and the experience of one. Also, the expansion of the universe has to occur if there is a continuing self-knowing of one that keeps on growing. You need — that knowledge needs to be stored somewhere. You need more space and space-time.
More space-time as a hard drive for that experience.
What we call space-time. Yeah. But this is all, you know, this is highly speculative at this point. But it gives you a sense of the way I'm thinking.
It's super interesting. It's also highly abstract, and I think it's very hard to follow. I find it hard to follow. But I do think it's just important to notice that once you take that leap, that first postulates of your postulates, and which are close to idealism — they are idealist — if you once you say, oh, it's consciousness, then everything you perceive reflects back and it's just consciousness reflecting back on itself, and then it starts — it does start making sense. It's just we are so biased in our — we're so immersed in our materialist thinking.
But, Hans, it's hard conditioned. It's hard to follow quantum physics. Quantum physics — these same physicists that know the equation say, well, I don't understand what they mean. I mean, it's actually crazy if you think about it. Now, if you start from this posture that I said earlier, you can explain why quantum physics must have those properties that nobody has understood. Come on. I mean, this actually explains — now there is a postulate that explains what nobody has ever been able to understand. And that's, to me, that's a big step forward. Absolutely. You know, now the quantum fields are conscious, and therefore you can interpret now the collapse of the wave function as a free will decision of that quantum field. It's the one that decides where to show the electron in the double-slit experiment. It's the field that interacts with the field of the instrument. But that interaction is the field that decides, I'm going to show the electron over here for whatever reason it does. It's its own will, free will. You see, I think — why you explain what, you know, otherwise everything is just randomness. Yeah, we explain life as randomness. How can you explain life with randomness? The same way that we explain, you know, consciousness with something that doesn't have consciousness. Same way we pull it off, you know, out of a hat.
Yeah. Love it when you're fired up like that. It's amazing. I like it. My take on it is, Federico, I've been exploring for the last year the foundations of physics, talking to like super smart physicists that you will understand much better than I do. But what I did get from them and visiting these conferences is sort of this what they call this epistemic turn, right? That now also in the foundational physics, they won't go as far as you, but they are saying, wait a minute, this is not about objective reality. It's about our knowledge of reality. So that's a bit sort of still Copenhagen interpretation. But then they still shy away from stuff like — they want to stay away from what an observer really is or what measurement really is. They just say it's about knowledge, right? That's as far as they now go. Sometimes I think that it takes a deep, profound personal experience to be able to make that leap. And to what degree do you think you would be able to come up with this theory hadn't you had that deeply personal experience?
I would not have been able to. Yeah. No, because you know, you have to experience yourself as a part-whole, otherwise how can you say that there are part-wholes? You know, it's such a different kind of explanation. Then after you have experienced yourself as a part-whole, then you can understand that our cells are also part-wholes of the organism. But I never read in any book of biology that our cells are part-wholes of the organism. I can say it because I understand that I am a part of one, and therefore — and also that nature has a — is a fractality, you know, the same structure is repeated at a different scale. I mean, a cell of our body is just like a field of one. Now there may be many, many steps in between, but at least there are, you know, we have the smallest one that we know and the largest one, which is us being part-whole of one. Yeah.
And but I do think, I mean, amongst scientists and physicists it wouldn't count — and I'm not saying — I'm saying that — but it wouldn't count as a strength if people — the fact that you have had a deep personal spiritual — it wouldn't count as a strength, it would rather — it would be suspicious, right? Because we want to be objective, right? And even in psychedelic sciences it is sort of people are wrestling ethically: should I myself undergo a deep psychedelic journey or should I stay outside? And it's just — I don't have a very strong opinion here. The only thing is that it all relies on a basic object-subject divide that you think you can uphold as if there is this position as a scientist.
But look, I mean, you know, you can find out by yourself, not by taking drugs. I don't suggest to take drugs to experience yourself as a part-whole. You have the capacity to experience yourself as a part-whole without drugs, without — otherwise how can you be sure that, you know, you don't know, you know, yeah. So you experience yourself as a part-whole, each one of us can. You don't need a, you know, a big atom smasher, right? You know, you are now believing what a scientist is telling you by having used an instrument — multi-billion-dollar instruments to tell you what reality is. Now I'm telling you a deeper reality, the most profound reality, and you can find out by...
Yourself, okay. No Large Hadron Collider. No Large Hadron Collider, isn't that better? Absolutely, please, please, please tell us. How can people... because it is a big question.
You got to want to know. You got to... I mean, the same way I wanted to know. I was unhappy about myself. I knew that I was responsible for my unhappiness because, as an entrepreneur, I found out that the buck stops there, right? So I have to accept that the good or bad of the company depends on me being in charge of the company that I started. So once I made that step, meaning I am responsible for most things or everything that happens in my life. Okay, I made that. Then when I found out that I was unhappy and I pretended to be happy, I said, well, I am responsible for that stuff. So now being responsible, I want to know, because how can I be responsible if I don't have the capacity to then find out? It would be a joke that the universe is playing on me. No, I trusted the universe not to, you know, to take me to a loop, right? I trusted it and I said, I want to know, and I got the experience. I didn't know. I'd never read anything like what I experienced. I could not even imagine that it would be possible to have that experience, right? [clears throat] So, but it came... the same can happen to you if you want.
Yeah. It has to do with truly wanting to find out. Yeah. Yeah. But why do we want to know ourselves, right? You know, what is so fundamental? One wants to know itself. Yeah. We want to know ourselves. Same thing, Bartol. Have you continued, sort of, once you had that deep experience and you wanted it to be... did it become something, a place where you found your way to go to whenever you feel now it's time again to connect to spirit, so to speak, if I'm talking spiritually?
I mean, that experience drove me to spend 20 years of my time, at 30, 40% of my time, to explore, to understand that experience. So that experience had the power to drive me to spend, you know, one-third of my time, more than one-third of my time, to find out about and understand that experience. And it took 20 years to arrive to the, you know, to the hypothesis that consciousness and free will must be foundational.
And Federico, is that theory, in that sense, also... is it that interaction of body, spirit, mind that also led you to the theory? Because very often science is associated with mind and body. Of course, we study body within our minds, and then we come and spiritual people then start being critical about that. 'All those scientists and they all... Federico wanting to grasp it with his mind. The yogis knew, Buddha knew, and we have now this guy from Italy. Yeah, sure he's smart. He, I mean, he invented the microprocessor, but ah, so funny, he wants to grasp this intellectually.' And they knew. What's your response to that?
They [snorts] already knew. That response is that that is the same arrogant point of view of scientism that believes to know everything.
Then the spiritual version of it,
The spiritual version of it. Same stuff.