Paul Grewal10:06
Yeah. So let's start with the financial because in some ways that's more straightforward, more mathematical. At the point I became a magistrate judge, I had been an equity partner in an Am Law 100 firm, the Howrey firm. It no longer exists, but in its day was well respected and was a place where I learned a lot about practicing law. As a rising partner, starting to attract clients and really interesting cases, I was at a point where I could afford a mortgage, I could afford private schools for my kids. I was fortunate enough and remain fortunate enough to be married to a working professional, and that provided a certain amount of flexibility as well. And at the same time, as a lot of us struggle with, as income rises and resources grow, so too do our appetites or tastes and our preferences. So one of the things that I think my wife and I were relatively successful at was figuring out what mattered in terms of our cost structure, where we spent our money, and figuring out what didn't, so that we were able to maintain a relatively modest lifestyle that reflected the way we earned and worked maybe five years before or even 10 years before, even though things continued to go better and better for us in our careers. With that sort of mental model in mind, it felt less scary for me when I was extended the offer to join the Northern District of California as a magistrate judge to accept it. I was prepared financially and otherwise to take the 91% pay cut that was required in order to pursue that opportunity and at the same time have a certain amount of confidence that things were going to be just fine. There were plenty of people who did just fine living on the salary and compensation package of a junior federal judge, especially with a working spouse. So that helped and made it possible for me to have the confidence to take that leap of faith. On the emotional side though, I actually found it to be a much bigger challenge because I think a lot of people when they think of judges, they think immediately of instant respect, instant authority, an ability to literally command a room in ways that are not possible for most people. And that certainly was all true. At the same time, for me, I was going from a place where I had associates, I had clients, and inside of a law firm, as a partner, you really are the center of that universe, to a place in the courts where, as I said, literally I was the youngest, the most junior, certainly the least known judge, not just in my court, but certainly nationally or on a broader scale. So you had to adapt to, 'Oh right, this is like taking any new job. I've got to start at the bottom and I've got to prove myself.' Once I sort of put it in those terms and really treated it as no different than when you get that first job working at McDonald's or as a junior associate or in whatever other situation, it just became easier for me to adapt and steel myself for that learning curve that comes with any new opportunity.