Amy Pascal7:07
Greta is my partner in crime. I love her with everything I've got. I knew how important Greta was going to be to me when I told her my favorite book was The Little Fur Family. And she said, 'Oh my god, my favorite page of that book is where the little bear watches the littler bear go down a hole.' And I gasped and said, 'Oh my god, mine, too.' I cannot tell you what it means to me that Greta is here tonight because I know better than anyone how much work she has back in New York. Being with Greta is like being in the best English lit, philosophy, art, history, theology, film lecture 24 hours a day. No one loves making movies more than Greta. Every moment of it is as electrifying as it is inspiring.
So, around this time of year, I start to think, God, this is going to fall. There are too many nights like this. All of us celebrating ourselves. Too many awards, too much hair and makeup, not enough time for work. But tonight, well, I'm kind of glad we do. Receiving the David O. Selznick Award from my peers, and by peers, I mean all of you in this room who have the audacity to think you can make something happen. That's pretty special. But let's be honest, the only thing the legendary David O. Selznick and I have in common is that we both write a lot of notes. We both love uppers, which is probably the reason for all the notes.
When I first became a producer sitting in the office I had stolen back from Seth and Evan, recently fumigated to get rid of the weed smell, I was wondering why actors and directors and writers no longer agreed with everything I said. Well, duh. I was no longer holding that metaphorical green light gun in my hand. So if you asked me 10 years ago if I thought I would be standing here, I would have given you a very different answer depending on the day, the hour of the day, my mood, how many scripts were on my desk, and the most recent phone call from Tom Rothman.
I have to thank Susan and everyone at the PGA for this profound honor. It is because of you that I get to stand beside my heroes, Saul Zaentz and Laura Ziskin. But I especially have to thank Donald and Stephanie because yes, they run the guild, but they are two people who are profoundly and personally important to me. I met Donald at UCLA. I was living at home in the same bedroom I'd been living in since I was 10. Donald was living in a tiny apartment above a garage. And as we leapfrogged across West Hollywood from apartment to apartment, our relationship deepened and then it endured over all the things that 50 years in life brings. Stephanie allowed me to tag along with her to Aunt Kizzy's backyard porch while I watched her persuade John Singleton to make Boyz n the Hood with us. She has always been a trusted colleague and she has become a genuine friend. If you guys hadn't called, I probably would have never said yes to a night like this. So, thank you for calling.
To the Columbia lady, to all my old friends at Sony, Tom and Sanford and Christine and so many more. To all of my dear friends at Netflix, there are way too many of you for me to name. And to all my new friends at Amazon, Mike and Sue, and most especially Courtney, thank you guys for making everything about tonight possible.
All my life, people have told me that relationships are bad for business. That is something that I have struggled with, and I bet I'm not the only one in this room who has. But since every single story ever told is about how one person feels about another person, and that is all any of us do and think about all day long, how is it possible that relationships cannot be at the heart of it all? And I am lucky enough to have a few people who have brought me to the place where I can stand up in front of all of you. My formidable and brilliant husband Bernie, whose wisdom and love are everything to me. My most remarkable son, Anthony, who is the love of my life and whose sheer existence is proof that the world might be a good place. My sister Jenny, witness to an insane childhood. Best friend who I couldn't live one single day without. My partner Rachel, who when Sony got hacked and nobody wanted to make eye contact with me, begged me to take her wherever I was going. I said yes and it was the smartest thing I ever did. And Brian, co-conspirator, consigliere, dearest friend, a savior to so many of us, but most certainly to me, a man whose annoying honesty, inexplicable calm, intolerance for and short text messages, show us how to set the bar for how we should all treat each other.
The way I became a producer was pretty... and then I got lucky and then it was all really hard. Anyway, being a producer is sitting in the editing room with Chris and Phil, having stayed up all night long watching every cut of our movie, thinking I have the best idea to pitch them, politely listening and doing something totally different, and me thanking God they did. Being a producer is doing Jedi mind tricks outside of a port-a-potty wearing three sets of hand warmers. Being a producer is sitting in a meeting hearing the germ of an idea and having the patience not to kill it before it even exists. Being a producer is having the self-confidence, or at least pretending you do, so that when Kevin Feige says, 'I think I can help you,' you let him. Being a producer is falling in love with a book and the author chooses Plan B or Lucky Chap or David Heyman instead of you. Being a producer is this shocking realization that you're not going to be good at everything and that some people are actually better at stuff than you. So, you better figure out what you are honestly obsessed with and fight like hell to make it happen. Being a producer is knowing there is no such thing as a great movie without a great director. And being a producer is knowing that no matter how bad things get, how many mistakes you make, how many failures you have, it's never really over. No matter what anyone tells you. Thank you for tonight.